Thursday, March 15, 2012

What is Failure? Part 2


Stu tasted blood and saw red stars go black and only the pain didn’t reside as he opened his eyes to watch the train continue down the track. And now it was too fast, even if he was ten years younger he wouldn’t make it.
            Just as he lifted his head to watch his ride leave him bleeding, aching and penniless: laughter rang out beside him-“Oh, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t’ve laughed.” A young woman said behind her hand, she was still smiling and writhing with mirth looking at Stu’s state. She had dark skin and Stu noticed first that-though filled with laughter after his fall-her eyes were kind.
            “Shou’da made i’,” Stu said digging in his bag of personal affects for a sock to stuff up his nose. “Not ash spry ash I used’a be.”
            “Well you have a great attitude,” the woman said controlling her self and perking up on the wooden bench.
            “What’cha mean?” Asked Stu choosing his black sock and pinching his nose as he stood up.
            “I mean most people would have swore or gotten noticeably upset about missing their train, and not to mention breaking their nose-come sit here for a moment, I’ll watch your case,” she sprung up and swiftly lifted the suitcase to a standing position while Stu sat on the bench in the middle of the platform. The woman turned to him and continued, “Some people would expect help immediately or swear or spit, curse this station the people of the world and-whatever in the world you have in here?”
            She patted the bulging suitcase, which she now sat on, Stu noticed no ring, and spotted her figure being thin and light. The suitcase would tear at the zipper and seams should he sit atop the case. “Books,” Stu said simply massaging his forehead. He asked “Ho’ bad my nose bleedin’?” “You’ll live. And I feel like that’s your attitude, just the feeling you give off. Hughes?”
            “Sorry,” Stu responded.
            “Do you have any Langston Hughes?” She said her hands resting on her thighs holding her bag. Her dark green skirt hanging down just below her knees
            “James Ba’dwin,” Stu replied.
            “Shame, were you trying to catch an appointment? I bet you were, you looked in a hurry. But it’s not so bad to miss something, who ever said it was always good to be somewhere of some imaginary importance, being anywhere-being alive!-that I believe is important,” the woman said, looking pleasant in her wisdom and melancholy sitting atop words written by people that must have shared in forming that piece of knowledge. She shoved that aside, perked up and asked, “It’s useless to ask you where you were heading, but what are you going to do now, were you trying to sell these books earlier? At that book fair?”
            “Sure, n’Y was there yest’rday,” Stu felt safe and fascinated by this woman. Young, he thought, but has age in the way of maturity-independent, he would describe her, but something was wrong with her-and by wrong I mean, wronged: “’nstead of sellin’ some of m’ books, n’Y bought some.  N’Y’m a great sales’an,” she laughed. Stu asked, “Nyu don’ have ta catch’a train do nyu? Or are nyu the t’pe of person ta sit in pub’ic placesh and watch the world go round?”
            “Neither, although I like to do the latter,” she smiled brightly-although, again-Stu noticed a pain behind that. But she was pleasant to look at in her dark blue blouse, her hair was loose and flowing-just above her shoulders. Stu noticed his shirt had some blood on it’s collar, the sock was half drenched too. The bleeding had slowed substantially, only a lesser degree of pain remained.
            “M’ name’s Stu,” he proclaimed.
            “Jessica,” she replied. “The hiding-from-her-rotten-boyfriend-Jessica, well I wish it to be ex-boyfriend. He likes to follow me you see, but I gave him the slip and have been here for an hour. Where were you an hour ago? I could have used a book then.”
            “’Ow abou’ a book now?”
            To Be Continued (I apologize but Part 3 will be in two weeks!) Justin Vaisnor
-Next Week's Fiction Titled: "Voters"

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